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01 July 2009 @ 07:17 am
 Soo, I joined the DC Guilty Ones yesterday, to have another way to feed my obsession. Now I am earning some points, YAY. So. You should go see Spring Awakening @ the Kennedy Center in DC. Why? Well, because it's Spring Awakening. YOu can get stage seats too, for like, $35, which is great. It's gonna play there July7th-August 2nd, which gives you plenty of time to get tickets. I actually might get MOAR tickets, because I am THAT excited.  Visit the Kennedy Center website for ticket information www.kennedy-center.org and check out the DC Guilty Ones fanpage: http://www.facebook.com/pages/DC-Guilty-Ones/82996191447?ref=s#/pages/DC-Guilty-Ones/82996191447?v=wall&viewas=1596615786

I am so pumped for this, like, I can't even explain it. Usually I tend to not like modern twists on classics (ugh like all those Shakespeare-based movies with Amanda Bynes lol) but it's somehow different for me with Spring Awakening. The "artistic interpretation" if you will, just WORKS. Really well. And the music, god, I can listen to it over and over. Maybe it's just another musical to be obsessed about for a while, but I really got to love the original play. I still have not bought it, but I read it at the library lol. I just love the story. And Moritz. Moritz is great. Just saying. Anyway, enough with the rambling. SA is awesome, and everyone should see it. The end.

Making this entry public so I can get points for it.

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01 October 2007 @ 04:25 pm
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18 September 2007 @ 08:39 pm
3 entries? Oh well. Just got back from walking my dog. she didn't do her business. That means she is about to go in the basement. Great.

So um. Today was just really depressing for some reason. It's because I'm 99.999% sure I'm PMSing. I'm sorry if it's TMI for some of you, so just don't read it. But I know cuz I always know this feeling like everything just sucks. I was thinking about Idina the whole day and I swear I wanted to cry the whole day. This isn't even about MSG. I don't even KNOW why. PMS is just fucked up it's always weird. Anyway. but the feeling is the same all the time. It's like something is missing in my life. Like I need someone. like a girlfriend or boyfriend. or I don't even know. It owuld be easier if I knew specifically what it was that's missing. But yeah. Just, everything feels not right today for some reason. And, school's going by too fast. Like, I always knew senoir year would fly by. But it really freaked me out when I turned on the radio in the car, and it was in the middle of I WIll Remember You by Sarah Mac. And, at the end of the year, the whole choir department does a POPS cocnert where we pick our music, and the last number is ALWAYS IWRY. And seniors sing some parts and it gets me every time. and I realized then it would be my last time singing it. Last time ever on the HHS stage.All these lasts...I can't even think about it. Otherwise I won't stop bawling. 

Crap, all this just sucks a lot. 
Current Mood: sadsad
Current Music: Walking In Memphis-Marc Cohn
03 January 2007 @ 05:13 pm
This guy needs serious help. Why would you ever want to preach such hatred? It's okay to have your own opinions, but keep them to yourself. He shouldn't be doing what he is. And it's not like it's just him. There are thousands like him.

Current Mood: frustratedfrustrated
02 January 2007 @ 09:50 pm
So, i was randomly thinking about Idina's Last in London. And reading reviews (which were awesome.) And now I'm basically really upset that I didn't get to see her. She's like, never gonna do wicked again. I really wanted to see her in that. But whatever. I just really want to meet her.

I don't think anyone gets what it would mean to me. Idina (meaning like, her music and me becoming a fan) helped me through some hard times. She kept me distracted. (Thankfully.) And her music is just amazing. I think she really changed my life (even if slightly, even if for jsut a period of time. The point is, I got through that time.)

What wouldn't I give to meet her.
Current Mood: crushedcrushed
01 January 2007 @ 12:12 am
It's now the new year. And I afeel really down. I felt down since 10 minutes before midnight. I don't know. I really don't want to go to school tomorrow. I have an essay in english tomorrow about if celebrity opinions are worthwile. (I am only paraphrasing to the general idea. It's actually kpretty hard-I have no idea what to write about. We don't even discuss it before we write or anything.) So I'm really frustrated/worried about that. And I feel really empty. Idk. It makes me feel old too, even though I'm not. I'm sad and worried that I have to grow up and u know, live my life, Attempt to be successful...

Everyone is watching fireworks. I don't feel like it. They're all yelling at me. Shit up.

I have no idea, but the whole time the ball was droppiong I was thinking of Idina. Maybe it's b/c how they do those performance thingys before (after?) the ball. It would be cool if she did that once...she's pretty amazing...

Maybe I'm PMSing.

We (some russian people) pput on 3 lil pigs for the parents b/c it's the year of the pig. I was the wolf. It was pretty sweet. We did everybody dance now at the end. And it was like, runescape style (like, we did it like a computer game, b/c the 3 oth er ppl in the play, the kids, who were pigs, really love runescape...so...)

that's about it.

Have a happy new year. Try not to feel too old.
Current Mood: melancholymelancholy
26 December 2006 @ 11:58 pm
I'm opening the present from my mom and dad on new years, i think it's a new, good DDR pad, whcih I don't even want anymore. My dad's getting me a laptop though, yay!

I opened one present from my mom. It was these really cool scenty oil things for my burner. and $100. Not bad, right? Wrong.

I went to B&N today, bought Hair, The Music Man,a nd the book called Keeping You A Secret, whcih is one of my favorite books of all time. And I got a $50 iTunes giftcard, with $20 left over.

When I told my mom that I got Hair, she got really mad. I told her it was $15, and she said she saw it at the secondhand store for $2, and at another video store for $10. I could have burned it from someone for free. She yelled at me not to open it-we'd burn it form someone else. and $20 was too expensive for The Music Man. Did I really need a $50 dollar iTunes giftcard? Why didn't I jsut put it in my bank account?

You know what? You gave this money to me as a PRESENT. I could do whatever the hell I want with it! I could burn it, and you shouldn't care! I'm glad I didn't tell you what book I got because you would have yelled at me for reading dirty lezzie brainwashing stories.

I asked her if she wanted me to just return allt eh stuff and give her hte money back since she loves it so much. She said yes. I was seriously planning on it, but my dad won't let me. Because it's "rude" to return gifts. I"M SORRY BUT SHE SAID YES IF I ASKED HER IF SHE WANTED IT BACK! He won't let me. He said he would jsut give her $80 (because I gave her my leftover $20) and I could keep the stuff.

I'm going to hate that stuff now. And I'm going to think of this crappy Christmas every time I watch one of those movies. I will hate reading one of my favorite books. I will hate the music I'll buy on iTunes, even if it's Idina Menzel's new CD.

Why can't he jsut let me return the stuff to the store and pay my mom back?

My mom said she didn't knwo what to get me so she got me money. I reminded her that I specifically told her what movies/CDs I wanted. She said she didn't wanna waste her time looking for all of them. And now she accuses me for 'wasting' the money she GAVE me.

I hate Christmas. I wish Jesus was never born.
26 December 2006 @ 11:37 pm
one: list 10 things that you want to say to people, but never will.

two: don't say who they are.

three: never discuss it again.

1. I freaking love you.
2. I think I might like you and I wish you'd ask me out, but you don't like me like that anymore (and probably never did, I was getting the wrong impression.)
4. I'm sorry I make you sad because I can't/don't control myself.
5. I really wish we were still the friends we were in middle school.
6. You really should stop talking to yourself when others are talking and stop thinking that people are listening. Oh, and I'm sorry I'm mean to you. You just really bug me for some reason.
7. You really need to stop thinking you're so badass and amazing, because there really isn't a lot to you as you think. And you need to realize that you can't help everyone-it may make you feel good about yourself, but it just ends up hurting people.
8. Please marry me and let's adopt black and white babies.
9. You really drive me up the wall. You are at least 3 years older than me and you are so immature most of the time. After people confront you about it, you attempt to make them feel guilty by saying you're going to either die of cancer or kill yourself.
10. I really wish you hadn't changed, you changed so much. (In my opinion.) You wear different clothes (They look good, don't get me wrong.) You have different freinds. I miss you.

Ok, I realized I didn't finish. So...

11. I deserve what you have and it makes me angry.
12. When I slapped you that day, it was a joke. I didn't realize I hit you that hard.
13. Doing homework in choir is distracting and disrespectful. Stop it.
14. You seem really fake, but people love you. You are wonderful, but you bask in it too much.
15. Your rebelious attitude is not helping anyone. You think you are being cool but you actually look retarded. And stop being mean to me even when I'm not talking to you.
16. I am bisexual. I know you wouldn't be my friend anymore if I told you.
17. I wish we were closer freinds. But in class you mostly talk to your other friend and it's really annoying because it's like you're obsessed.
18. I'm sorry for asking you if you're ok all the time, you just always look sad. But must you outburst at me everytime you AREN'T ok and I ask you anyway and yell at me how I never know how people feel.
19. You are really obnoxious and rude, and you think you're being cool and badass when really you're jsut being stupid.
20. You're a stupid selfish bitch, and that's that.

Surprisingly, this didn't make me feel any better. It did at first, but now it jsut makes me think abotu how angry I am with people and how much i hate my life.
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