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26 December 2006 @ 11:37 pm
I really hate people.  
one: list 10 things that you want to say to people, but never will.

two: don't say who they are.

three: never discuss it again.

1. I freaking love you.
2. I think I might like you and I wish you'd ask me out, but you don't like me like that anymore (and probably never did, I was getting the wrong impression.)
4. I'm sorry I make you sad because I can't/don't control myself.
5. I really wish we were still the friends we were in middle school.
6. You really should stop talking to yourself when others are talking and stop thinking that people are listening. Oh, and I'm sorry I'm mean to you. You just really bug me for some reason.
7. You really need to stop thinking you're so badass and amazing, because there really isn't a lot to you as you think. And you need to realize that you can't help everyone-it may make you feel good about yourself, but it just ends up hurting people.
8. Please marry me and let's adopt black and white babies.
9. You really drive me up the wall. You are at least 3 years older than me and you are so immature most of the time. After people confront you about it, you attempt to make them feel guilty by saying you're going to either die of cancer or kill yourself.
10. I really wish you hadn't changed, you changed so much. (In my opinion.) You wear different clothes (They look good, don't get me wrong.) You have different freinds. I miss you.

Ok, I realized I didn't finish. So...

11. I deserve what you have and it makes me angry.
12. When I slapped you that day, it was a joke. I didn't realize I hit you that hard.
13. Doing homework in choir is distracting and disrespectful. Stop it.
14. You seem really fake, but people love you. You are wonderful, but you bask in it too much.
15. Your rebelious attitude is not helping anyone. You think you are being cool but you actually look retarded. And stop being mean to me even when I'm not talking to you.
16. I am bisexual. I know you wouldn't be my friend anymore if I told you.
17. I wish we were closer freinds. But in class you mostly talk to your other friend and it's really annoying because it's like you're obsessed.
18. I'm sorry for asking you if you're ok all the time, you just always look sad. But must you outburst at me everytime you AREN'T ok and I ask you anyway and yell at me how I never know how people feel.
19. You are really obnoxious and rude, and you think you're being cool and badass when really you're jsut being stupid.
20. You're a stupid selfish bitch, and that's that.

Surprisingly, this didn't make me feel any better. It did at first, but now it jsut makes me think abotu how angry I am with people and how much i hate my life.
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