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18 September 2007 @ 08:39 pm
This is getting kidna ridiculous.  
3 entries? Oh well. Just got back from walking my dog. she didn't do her business. That means she is about to go in the basement. Great.

So um. Today was just really depressing for some reason. It's because I'm 99.999% sure I'm PMSing. I'm sorry if it's TMI for some of you, so just don't read it. But I know cuz I always know this feeling like everything just sucks. I was thinking about Idina the whole day and I swear I wanted to cry the whole day. This isn't even about MSG. I don't even KNOW why. PMS is just fucked up it's always weird. Anyway. but the feeling is the same all the time. It's like something is missing in my life. Like I need someone. like a girlfriend or boyfriend. or I don't even know. It owuld be easier if I knew specifically what it was that's missing. But yeah. Just, everything feels not right today for some reason. And, school's going by too fast. Like, I always knew senoir year would fly by. But it really freaked me out when I turned on the radio in the car, and it was in the middle of I WIll Remember You by Sarah Mac. And, at the end of the year, the whole choir department does a POPS cocnert where we pick our music, and the last number is ALWAYS IWRY. And seniors sing some parts and it gets me every time. and I realized then it would be my last time singing it. Last time ever on the HHS stage.All these lasts...I can't even think about it. Otherwise I won't stop bawling. 

Crap, all this just sucks a lot. 
Current Mood: sadsad
Current Music: Walking In Memphis-Marc Cohn